Stressed, Depressed...

Krishna,

Why did u let this happen? I thought I would start my blog on a positive note but now it is starting with a negative note. I am sorry but I am not able to start it with a positive note. Because all that happened today was negative. 

I am really surprised Krishna if your creation can be this way. I mean why the people have become so heartless. They don't even know how to give respect. I am just hurt today. I am now really confused as to if it was my fault or my colleague's fault. Whatever I don't blame him. Because I know people have their own problems and obviously they are going to put themselves first. I am a human and I too do that but why don’t they respect each other at-least while speaking. A point can be delivered in a nice way as well as in a not so nice way. Why don’t people try to be more polite in their words and actions and respect others feelings too. At least me and my colleague, we sorted it out and I am thankful for that. Well Krishna you have been a witness to all that happened today. And I truly believe you do understand what I feel and I know you will be there for me always. Time will heal everything. I am hurt today but I guess it will only make me stronger.

Krishna I miss you so much. How I wish you were here with me and I could just cry in your arms. Honestly Krishna I don’t see any point in this life. All our lives we are hankering after material stuff, money and in the end we die and we lose everything. Krishna, no matter what I undergo no matter what happens I just hope I don’t lose my humanity at any cost. This world is a place of misery and no one can expect permanent happiness here. All I ask is in any circumstances that I come across, let me not lose my cool keeping in mind that it’s your will and it is for my ultimate benefit. I trust you Krishna and no matter whoever hurts me, give me the mind to accept everything calmly and never have hard feelings for anyone.  People may or may not understand but at least you do understand don’t you? And that’s more than enough for me, that you will always be there for me.

I love you Krishna.
Jai Shri Radha Krishna!!