॥ जय श्री कृष्णा ॥
When the time is 12:25am-Ashtami-Rohini
nakshatra, this lil one is born!
To the one who is beyond worldly parameters of
birth, we celebrate Janmashtami...strange are the ways of Krishna 
Saturday, 27 August 2016
Tuesday, 14 June 2016
Lost in life..
Kanha this is too much.. after struggling continuously
with depression for a past few months now I am trying to come out of it.. but I
keep falling in and out of it. But I seriously… Just lost in life.. It seems vague
and meaningless. And all these months I was feeling suicidal.. I am really
surprised I am even alive right now and I did not kill myself.
Those suicidal thoughts were absolute hell. I was taken to
a famous psychiatrist but all he did was write some tablets for depression and
give and give me a lecture on how I was doing some things wrong and.. well I don’t
even want to mention it here.. I was so so sad after hearing his words..i felt
worthless.. my depression only intensified.. he did not even hear me speak.. I realized
what a stupid world I am living in where people just jump into conclusions..
where u r not allowed to follow your heart instead conform to the norms of the
society.. I cried badly after coming home.. I yelled and refused to take the
tablets. I decided to fight it all alone..
The feelings of depression were debilitating.. I Just
could not concentrate on any work.. even things I loved I did not love
anymore..I just could not do anything.. And you Krishna. I started questioning
your existence. N then these suicidal thoughts.. I remember how once those
feelings almost overpowered me. I was all alone at home and I had this huge
urge to end it all. I knew I had to speak to someone soon. I called one of my
friends and she did not pick up. I called another and she was busy and she told
me she would call later.. I called yet another and she said some words but it
did not help coz she drifted from the topic to her life. I remember that
dreadful feeling where this emotion had overpowered me.. it was like a demon
who possessed me and was forcing me to take my own life. I yelled and started
crying .. there was this little voice inside telling me I will never get Kanha
if I Kill myself. As a last resort I put out a message in the social media that
I am feeling suicidal and one kind soul sent me a video to watch after seeing
which I felt better.
Back to present things have not changed .. only thing is the
intensity of depression has decreased and I am able to function now and I
keep falling in and out of depression mostly coz sometimes people speak some
things. But Krishna I am lost in life. I don’t even know why I was sent here..
for what.. everything seems empty… I feel like an alien,, I feel like i dont fit into this world.. I dont belong here..I feel its all ..meaningless what not.. when will I realize the
meaning Kanha.. when will I finally realize things… I
am lost..Who am I..Why am I here..What should I do…I just don’t know…I don’t…And you have abandoned me…Krishna...
Saturday, 27 February 2016
108 Names of Lord Krishna with Meaning
NAME
|
MEANING
|
|
1.
|
Achala
|
Still Lord
|
2.
|
Achyuta
|
Infallible Lord
|
3.
|
Adbhutah
|
Wonderful God
|
4.
|
Adidev
|
The Lord Of The
Lords
|
5.
|
Aditya
|
The Son Of Aditi
|
6.
|
Ajanma
|
One Who Is Unborn
|
7.
|
Ajaya
|
The Conqueror Of
Life And Death
|
8.
|
Akshara
|
Indestructible Lord
|
9.
|
Amrut
|
One Who Is Sweet As
Nectar
|
10.
|
Anaadih
|
One Who Is The First
Cause
|
11.
|
Anandsagar
|
Compassionate Lord
|
12.
|
Ananta
|
The Endless Lord
|
13.
|
Anantajit
|
Ever Victorious Lord
|
14.
|
Anaya
|
One Who Has No
Leader
|
16.
|
Aniruddha
|
One Who Cannot Be
Obstructed
|
16.
|
Aparajeet
|
The Lord Who Cannot
Be Defeated
|
17.
|
Avyukta
|
One Who Is As Clear
As Crystal
|
18.
|
Balgopal
|
The Child Krishna,
The All Attractive
|
19.
|
Bali
|
The Lord Of Strength
|
20.
|
Chaturbhuj
|
Four-Armed Lord
|
21.
|
Danavendra
|
Granter Of Boons
|
22.
|
Dayalu
|
Repositiory Of
Compassion
|
23.
|
Dayanidhi
|
The Compassionate
Lord
|
24.
|
Devadidev
|
The God Of The Gods
|
25.
|
Devakinandan
|
Son Of Mother Devaki
|
26.
|
Devesh
|
Lord Of The Lords
|
27.
|
Dharmadhyaksha
|
The Lord OF Dharma
|
28.
|
Dwarkapati
|
Lord Of Dwarka
|
29.
|
Gopal
|
One Who Plays With
The Cowherds, The Gopas
|
30.
|
Gopalpriya
|
Lover Of Cowherds
|
31.
|
Govinda
|
One Who Pleases The
Cows, The Land And The Entire Nature
|
32.
|
Gyaneshwar
|
The Lord Of
Knowledge
|
33.
|
Hari
|
The Lord Of Nature
|
34.
|
Hiranyagarbha
|
The All Powerful
Creator
|
35.
|
Hrishikesh
|
The Lord Of All
Senses
|
36.
|
Jagadguru
|
Preceptor Of The
Universe
|
37.
|
Jagadisha
|
Protector Of All
|
38.
|
Jagannath
|
Lord Of The Universe
|
39.
|
Janardhana
|
One Who Bestows
Boons On One And All
|
40.
|
Jayantah
|
Conqueror Of All
Enemies
|
41.
|
Jyotiraaditya
|
The Resplendence Of
The Sun
|
42.
|
Kamalnath
|
The Lord Of Goddess
Lakshmi
|
43.
|
Kamalnayan
|
The Lord With Lotus
Shaped Eyes
|
44.
|
Kamsantak
|
Slayer Of Kamsa
|
45.
|
Kanjalochana
|
The Lotus-Eyed God
|
46
|
Keshava
|
One Who Has Long,
Black Matted Locks
|
47.
|
Krishna
|
Dark-Complexioned
Lord
|
48.
|
Lakshmikantam
|
The Lord Of Goddess
Lakshmi
|
49.
|
Lokadhyaksha
|
Lord Of All The
Three Lokas (Worlds)
|
50.
|
Madan
|
The Lord Of Love
|
51.
|
Madhava
|
Knowledge Filled God
|
52.
|
Madhusudan
|
Slayer Of Demon
Madhu
|
53.
|
Mahendra
|
Lord Of Indra
|
54.
|
Manmohan
|
All Pleasing Lord
|
55.
|
Manohar
|
Beautiful Lord
|
56.
|
Mayur
|
The Lord Who Has A
Peacock Feathered-Crest
|
57.
|
Mohan
|
All Attractive God
|
58.
|
Murali
|
The Flute Playing
Lord
|
59.
|
Murlidhar
|
Murlidhar One Who
Holds The Flute
|
60.
|
Murlimanohar
|
Murlimanohar The
Flute Playing God
|
61.
|
Nandgopala
|
The Son Of
Nand
|
62.
|
Narayana
|
The Refuge Of
Everyone
|
63.
|
Niranjana
|
The Unblemished Lord
|
64.
|
Nirguna
|
Without Any
Properties
|
65.
|
Padmahasta
|
One Who Has Hands
Like Lotus
|
66.
|
Padmanabha
|
The Lord Who Has A
Lotus Shaped Navel
|
67.
|
Parabrahmana
|
The Supreme Absolute
Truth
|
68.
|
Paramatma
|
Lord Of All Beings
|
69.
|
Parampurush
|
Supreme Personality
|
70.
|
Parthasarthi
|
Charioteer Of Partha
- Arjuna
|
71.
|
Prajapati
|
Lord Of All
Creatures
|
72.
|
Punyah
|
Supremely Pure
|
73.
|
Purshottam
|
The Supreme Soul
|
74.
|
Ravilochana
|
One Who Eye Is The
Sun
|
75.
|
Sahasraakash
|
Thousand-Eyed Lord
|
76.
|
Sahasrajit
|
One Who Vanquishes
Thousands
|
77.
|
Sahasrapaat
|
Thousand-Footed Lord
|
78.
|
Sakshi
|
All Witnessing Lord
|
79.
|
Sanatana
|
The Eternal Lord
|
80.
|
Sarvajana
|
Omniscient Lord
|
81.
|
Sarvapalaka
|
Protector Of All
|
82.
|
Sarveshwar
|
Lord Of All Gods
|
83.
|
Satyavachana
|
One Who Speaks Only
The Truth
|
84.
|
Satyavrata
|
The Truth Dedicated
Lord
|
85.
|
Shantah
|
Peaceful Lord
|
86.
|
Shreshta
|
The Most Glorious
Lord
|
87.
|
Shrikanta
|
Beautiful Lord
|
88.
|
Shyam
|
Dark-Complexioned
Lord
|
89.
|
Shyamsundara
|
Lord Of The
Beautiful Evenings
|
90.
|
Sudarshana
|
Handsome Lord
|
91.
|
Sumedha
|
Intelligent Lord
|
92.
|
Suresham
|
Lord Of All
Demi-Gods
|
93.
|
Swargapati
|
Lord Of Heavens
|
94.
|
Trivikrama
|
Conqueror Of All The
Three Worlds
Upendra |
95.
|
Upendra
|
Brother Of Indra
|
96.
|
Vaikunthanatha
|
Lord Of Vaikuntha,
The Heavenly Abode
|
97.
|
Vardhamaanah
|
The Formless Lord
|
98.
|
Vasudev
|
All Prevailing Lord
|
99.
|
Vishnu
|
All Prevailing Lord
|
100.
|
Vishwadakshinah
|
Skilfull And
Efficient Lord
|
101.
|
Vishwakarma
|
Creator Of The
Universe
|
102.
|
Vishwamurti
|
The Form Of The
Entire Universe
|
103.
|
Vishwarupa
|
One Who Displays The
Universal Form
|
104.
|
Vishwatma
|
Soul Of The Universe
|
105.
|
Vrishaparvaa
|
Lord Of Dharma
|
106.
|
Yadavendra
|
King Of The Yadav
Clan
|
107.
|
Yogi
|
The Supreme Master
|
108.
|
Yoginampati
|
Lord Of The Yogis
|
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